Wonderful World Of Christie's Diary from the Lost and Want To Be Found...
What the hell? How did this happen? No style? I'm getting told to stop dancing like that, by my girls?! Klonopin doesn't even help the the anxiety and turmoil going on and tearing up inside of me! Ugh. I'll get serious for a minute. I'm really wondering how I became this person.
I have given up so much of me by being a wife, mom, and dog mom. The last time I threw a tantrum about "me" was on our way to Nashville after leaving California and "my" house that we just bought and remodeled. ! After a few months in Nashville I decided therapy was a must, because I was crying way to much. After the hubby's one year deployment to the war, it was decided he had to go again and it was only 5 months later! Yay, me! Fuck! Crazy time came and found me.
That was the beginning of the sit down, shut up, and just go along for the ride! THAT'S WHEN IT HAPPENED! My fingers figured it out ,with all my typing! Six months of therapy this time around and I just figured out when I lost me. Blogging is Cathartic. Wow!
Off to calm the chaos down and sing to Glee .... and Dance!
Found a little piece of me tonight...XOXOXO,
Christie
I hear you...I think we don't stop and think of ourselves enough because it is always about someone else, who needs us, or what needs to get done. Then some of the time we are embarrassed or ashamed to let loose because "that's not what a mom should do." Well FUCK that! LOL You dance girl!!
ReplyDeleteYou know I love my Glee! I just cranked it and danced to it! I got the Oh mommy, but I still have some moves! I sang too and refused to be shhhhsh'd. I'm so stoked I have a comment! Yay! We do need to blog a little more often. My epiphany came to me with the tip tapping of my little fingers! You're awesome. Ok, I think I have your new address! I'm pretty sure I do!
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You know I love my Glee! I just cranked it and danced to it! I got the Oh mommy, but I still have some moves! I sang too and refused to be shhhhsh'd. I'm so stoked I have a comment! Yay! We do need to blog a little more often. My epiphany came to me with the tip tapping of my little fingers! You're awesome. Ok, I think I have your new address! I'm pretty sure I do!
ReplyDeletexoxoxo
You know I love my Glee! I just cranked it and danced to it! I got the Oh mommy, but I still have some moves! I sang too and refused to be shhhhsh'd. I'm so stoked I have a comment! Yay! We do need to blog a little more often. My epiphany came to me with the tip tapping of my little fingers! You're awesome. Ok, I think I have your new address! I'm pretty sure I do!
ReplyDeletexoxoxo